Hia there my fellow Bloggers and Bloggets.SO....... what has Kitty so scared well its UNI i move up norht to start Uni SCHOOL all over again i havent been at school in YEARS now i dont wanna fail i was never good at school and i swore i would never go back but here i am heading back to try and get some training to make something of myself.
I was looking though all the stuff that our classes will be doin in full depth today because its all been relesed in full and OMFGs im so screwed i didnt even do well in the Auditions why did i get in then you might ask well the school thats running this course isnt that well known so i think im just one of the ppl they are taking on to get numbers up *sigh* there is alot of stuff in these courses that i couldnt do if my life depemded on it there is alot of dance i them jazz ballet there is drama vocals but DANCE ahhh im so screwed there.
The more thery based classe have me freackin out as well so soooooooooo bad i dont understand half of the stuff im so freackin out now
On a brighter side of all this MASS TERROR i am lookin forward to finally being around ppl about my own age im guessing im gonna be one to the OLD kids there *sigh* again late trying to find a path thought life (lets hope this it is or i will be even more behind in the great game they call life)
I hope i can find people that have the same interests as me i have in my head an idea of you know fun loveing Drama Students i so hope im not let down by what i have built up in my head and again i wanna fit in and be one of the otherws but i also have that voice saying its not worth it just be yourself frack them all stupid brain
Well i think this is my rant for tonight bloggers and bloggets i know i said in my last blog i would blog every day but i have been so lazy i more in (2 days) and i havent even started packing i have to go buy alot of junk tomoz everything last min as always print out SOO much stuff aswell and get all my paperwork together :S
peace out
Yours in Blogging
G
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