Ever have one of those days where you just wanna crawl back into bed and die. Well today is one of those days for me. It all started with a shit sleep last might due to me goin crazy off my diet and eattin mass amounts of Mackers so i felt sick for the rest of the night. The day only got worse from there on i have been having pains all day dont ask me y i dont know but its stupid. Before i left for uni o went to go anc check my mail and YAY i got mail for ONCE this was big i never get mail i was so happy :D Then i opened it and it was my Ancient History Essay i have been waiting for a week or 2 to get my marks back and i got a F+ :( so CUT.
Yes i know its been yonks again since i posted anything i know i said i would do this every day if not for me for my uni work (the diary i mentioned in another blog that i need to hand in for my Drama course) so on that note i guess i should mention something about my classes
So as i guess you all know i hope i have told you all this because it seems to be taking over my life at the moment is Mighty Foods The Musical we have been doin it 2 times a week in class rehearsals and all that i was cast as Brainy Grainy so im a bit of Grainy Bread well im meant to be but i look like a scientist anyway you eat me and i make you really smart :P there is also Apple Man and Brok-Lee but they arnt as cool as me so i wont go into that :P
Anyway its all been goin good it took me a while to get an image of what my character was in my head how he walks talks thinks all that i kinda had an idea for him but then seeing this show is for little kids i have to be more.....how can i say it over the top i guess is the only way i can think of saying it but yeah so i changed my stuff a few times but im happy with what my character is now i guess
i also have my costume now that kinda helped me get into the role a bit better thats kinda a bad thing i think, needing the costume to be able to play the character i guess its because im kinda a visual person i dont know but as soon as i had the costume on it was just easier.
in drama the other day we did these seance and we are working with different styles last week we did them in a melodramatic way like in a soap opera and this week we did them as realistic and then in the Shakespearean method i found it kinda hard Mainly because of the difference in the language and all but it was also kinda fun because it has a gentle flow to it a nice rhythm i remember HATING Shakespeare in English back in high school because i didnt understand it but i have gone back now and looked at some of his plays again like A Midsummer Night Dream and its a nice story but back to what my point was. We had to do the scene the same as the realistic one same emotions and all that but with the Shakespearean language it was hard but i kinda liked it and becasue i knew the scene i knew what they where talkin about so i knew what emotion to put into the words when to pause what words to put meaning into all that :D
so i have a bit more of a understanding of Shakespeare now i wouldnt mind going back and re-reading Romeo and Juliet now seeing if its any better a second time round and on that my loveys i will ttyl
Hi there my loverlys :D how are my Bloggers and Bloggets today :P so im just passin time at uni till my next and last class of the day starts i haven been in a shitty mood all day today and i cant figure out why?
so first off as allways on Mondays we had vocal workshop where ppl can shoose to get up and preform a song or monologue that they are workin on for assesments and get feed back form the classes and teachers and as always i didnt get up because i have nothing i dont sing....ok let me fill you in on me a little
i cant sing to save my life......but i LOVE to sing i love it so much and the sad thing is its part of our course work so i have to a little well thats a lie its part of our classes but i dont get marked on it because im only a Drama student anyway so i still have vocal gym once a week and it anoyes me that our teacher Kim keeps telling me im doing it wrong sure they are there to teach us the technique and all but he makes me HATE SINGING so i have stopped singing all together now and it hurts i love to just sing and get CRAP off my chest so i need to start singing again out of class so i can just de-stress
sorry im ranting but hey what better place to vent then a place where no one knows me and hell you dont care because im just talkin to myself.
i should go eat somthing for lunch but i just cant bring myself to at the moment ok this is gonna sound bad but everyone else in this course are so fit and so...NOT FAT so i will have to do what i did when i first moved outta home what i always say is losing weight is easy its keeping it off thats hard my weight loss secrets.......Dont Eat
its that easy i know its not healths and all that but it works just dont eat and tada weight loss so thats where i am at the moment every time i pick up a bit of food i try to say dont eat it you dont need it YOU DONT NEED IT!!!
if there are any ppl out there who do read this im sorry to put you though this crap :P i have just been kinda not what i want to be of late not my happy self and on that depressing note i need to go run some books back to the library before class
So week one of classes again after easter well all my essays are in Mod Music and Ancient History all done and dusted im startin to think that my Mod Music one is an even bigger flop then I thought, but its all in the past now nothing much I can do about it.
So there are a few things I wanna talk about just venting I guess the first is Mighty Foods if I haven’t told you already they are doin a show here in Mackay called Mighty Foods The Musical its all about eating healthy and what not we even got a grant from the government to write it and perform it and everything so that’s all great this is my bitch now (jump down the page if you don’t care) so I have been cast as Grainy Brainy im a smart well bit of bread :P anyway I was told to come up with a character for this so I wanted to try and come up with a way of making brainy seem how can I say this NOT LAME because I didn’t wanna go with the whole nerd thing because that kinda defeats the whole purpose ofof trying to make healthy food seem cool so I went with kinda a professor kinda deep in thought kinda character and then they just kinda shot that down saying I hadent don any work at all basically and told me to do it as the nerd so who am I to argue right Kim (our singing teacher) was just bitching to us the other day that he wouldn’t employ any of us because we don’t learn our lines or anything (fair call) but he was also saying that we should all do as we are told we are just there to do what the producers and directors tell us to (also very true) so why then givve us the chance to do it ourselves if your just gonna say NO it’s a waste of there time because there just gonna yell at our work we show them and it’s a fuckin waste of MINE TIME that I need for everything else that im Failing AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so that’s my little rant
Sorry anyway
Now for something completely different
Tp try and distress from all this JUNK i watched FAME tonight the 2009 one not the original (that ones shit as) I love the new one anyway I LOVE this movie so muchI can relate to the character Kevin Barrett who goes to the school as a dancer with the drams of making it big and becoming famous and goin on to be cast in great shows and all that but then is told by a teacher that he showed promise when auditioning but never evolved from there, I feel like this character I look around me at all the other kids doin this same course as me and I just wanna cry I do yes im aware that im probably not the only person in the course that feels the same but let me be selfish here this is my blog I just wanna cry its hard and im not getting any better it all seems to come so easily to everyone else I feel like im back in fuckin high school again I feel so crap and shitty a lot of the time and I swore I would never go though feeling like that again when I left and here I am again right back where I started
Trying so hard and failing at everything life throws at meI just ………………
ok i know i keep sayin i will blog more but i keep forgetting :D
hi there my very faithful and loveing bloggers and bloggets
so the time has come for me to pull up stumps again and i have to head back up to Mackay in the morning back to uni on the Monday Morning oh the joys so if i leave at 8ish i should bet back for dinner.
so how r you if there is anyone out there who reads my blogs just leave a comment saying hi just so i know im not talkin to myself which im pretty sure i am
anyway on that note i have had an ok easter brake work has been ok i realized how much i miss it just talkin to customers strange i know anyway besides that i have been workin crazy ass amounts on essays on i only had 2 i needed to do but i only finished then juts now before writing this crazy hey i diod my whole Ancient History one today its that crazy i hope i get at least 50% thats what i always aim for 50% i know its not a good thing to do in life but i have come to accept that i am never gonna be a great achiever so 50% is good for me :D
so we have auditions on friday for our end of year production of Anything Goes i dont even know what the show is about how bad is that I KNOW if anyone know plz let me know :S so im gonna have to do some research about that and then hunt down a monologue that will be good for an audition peice
on that note i guess i should go sleep or i might die behind the wheel tomoz :D
Hia Bloggers and Bloggets so i have been very lazy of late
i am meant to be writing on this site EVERY DAY for many reasons one of the Major ones is for my Drama course at Uni at the end of this Term i a have to hand in a Diary with stuff i have learnt in Drama showing a distinctive Learning Curve.
and what have i posted NOTHING!! SHAME!!!
so i am goin to post every day i think every afternoon i will open up my word pad and write a diary of blog what ever you call it and then when i get to uni the next day i will just copy and paste it right onto the net for you all to read.....because there are so many of you right lol
ok i know i am just talkin to myself on here and the chances of anyone actualy reading this is very low but i kinda like that it keeps me hidden i guess "the dark hides all" i love this quote i dont know where i heard it or what its from but its true its just one of the many reasons i feel more comfortable at night just always have
anyway i ramble so i will have to start posting everyday
where am i now im back in Dalby i came back for work for a week over easter and i drive back to uni at Mackay on sunday but before then i have to finish 2 online history tests and i have 1 and a half essays i need to finish before i got back *sigh* i dont think i will get it all done well i will always hand something in but it will be shit ass and get like 2 marks :(
anyway im off to do one of those history tests :D
anyway if anyone dose stumble apon this page i would love for somthing to do if you could head to this site and Ask me anything http://formspring.me/glensloth it would help me pass some time and you could get to know me
so its easter brake at Uni and im back at Dalby to work at BWS to try and get some money so i survived the nice 10 hr drive :D back to dalby WHY does Mackay have to be so far away.....i dont know either
Anyway i have 3 more Online History tests to do a Mod Music Essay to finish and a Ancient History Essay to start FUN!!!
so i guess i should pull my finger out i also have a Drama Diary i should be writing but yeah.....not happening is it
well i have nothing else to say but tomoz is easter sunday and i have to work *sigh* but it should be AMAZING money :D so i will take my laptop and get my Mod Music done prob not well enought to pass but as long as i hand in somthing right :S
