Sup Bloggers and Bloggets
So week one of classes again after easter well all my essays are in Mod Music and Ancient History all done and dusted im startin to think that my Mod Music one is an even bigger flop then I thought, but its all in the past now nothing much I can do about it.
So there are a few things I wanna talk about just venting I guess the first is Mighty Foods if I haven’t told you already they are doin a show here in Mackay called Mighty Foods The Musical its all about eating healthy and what not we even got a grant from the government to write it and perform it and everything so that’s all great this is my bitch now (jump down the page if you don’t care) so I have been cast as Grainy Brainy im a smart well bit of bread :P anyway I was told to come up with a character for this so I wanted to try and come up with a way of making brainy seem how can I say this NOT LAME because I didn’t wanna go with the whole nerd thing because that kinda defeats the whole purpose of of trying to make healthy food seem cool so I went with kinda a professor kinda deep in thought kinda character and then they just kinda shot that down saying I hadent don any work at all basically and told me to do it as the nerd so who am I to argue right Kim (our singing teacher) was just bitching to us the other day that he wouldn’t employ any of us because we don’t learn our lines or anything (fair call) but he was also saying that we should all do as we are told we are just there to do what the producers and directors tell us to (also very true) so why then givve us the chance to do it ourselves if your just gonna say NO it’s a waste of there time because there just gonna yell at our work we show them and it’s a fuckin waste of MINE TIME that I need for everything else that im Failing AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so that’s my little rant
Sorry anyway
Now for something completely different
Tp try and distress from all this JUNK i watched FAME tonight the 2009 one not the original (that ones shit as) I love the new one anyway I LOVE this movie so much I can relate to the character Kevin Barrett who goes to the school as a dancer with the drams of making it big and becoming famous and goin on to be cast in great shows and all that but then is told by a teacher that he showed promise when auditioning but never evolved from there, I feel like this character I look around me at all the other kids doin this same course as me and I just wanna cry I do yes im aware that im probably not the only person in the course that feels the same but let me be selfish here this is my blog I just wanna cry its hard and im not getting any better it all seems to come so easily to everyone else I feel like im back in fuckin high school again I feel so crap and shitty a lot of the time and I swore I would never go though feeling like that again when I left and here I am again right back where I started
Trying so hard and failing at everything life throws at me I just ………………
You don’t wanna read this im gonna stop here
Yours in Blogging
G
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