Hi there my loverlys :D how are my Bloggers and Bloggets today :P
so im just passin time at uni till my next and last class of the day starts i haven been in a shitty mood all day today and i cant figure out why?
so first off as allways on Mondays we had vocal workshop where ppl can shoose to get up and preform a song or monologue that they are workin on for assesments and get feed back form the classes and teachers and as always i didnt get up because i have nothing i dont sing....ok let me fill you in on me a little
i cant sing to save my life......but i LOVE to sing i love it so much and the sad thing is its part of our course work so i have to a little well thats a lie its part of our classes but i dont get marked on it because im only a Drama student anyway so i still have vocal gym once a week and it anoyes me that our teacher Kim keeps telling me im doing it wrong sure they are there to teach us the technique and all but he makes me HATE SINGING so i have stopped singing all together now and it hurts i love to just sing and get CRAP off my chest so i need to start singing again out of class so i can just de-stress
sorry im ranting but hey what better place to vent then a place where no one knows me and hell you dont care because im just talkin to myself.
i should go eat somthing for lunch but i just cant bring myself to at the moment ok this is gonna sound bad but everyone else in this course are so fit and so...NOT FAT so i will have to do what i did when i first moved outta home what i always say is losing weight is easy its keeping it off thats hard my weight loss secrets.......Dont Eat
its that easy i know its not healths and all that but it works just dont eat and tada weight loss so thats where i am at the moment every time i pick up a bit of food i try to say dont eat it you dont need it YOU DONT NEED IT!!!
if there are any ppl out there who do read this im sorry to put you though this crap :P i have just been kinda not what i want to be of late not my happy self and on that depressing note i need to go run some books back to the library before class
XOXO
G
so im just passin time at uni till my next and last class of the day starts i haven been in a shitty mood all day today and i cant figure out why?
so first off as allways on Mondays we had vocal workshop where ppl can shoose to get up and preform a song or monologue that they are workin on for assesments and get feed back form the classes and teachers and as always i didnt get up because i have nothing i dont sing....ok let me fill you in on me a little
i cant sing to save my life......but i LOVE to sing i love it so much and the sad thing is its part of our course work so i have to a little well thats a lie its part of our classes but i dont get marked on it because im only a Drama student anyway so i still have vocal gym once a week and it anoyes me that our teacher Kim keeps telling me im doing it wrong sure they are there to teach us the technique and all but he makes me HATE SINGING so i have stopped singing all together now and it hurts i love to just sing and get CRAP off my chest so i need to start singing again out of class so i can just de-stress
sorry im ranting but hey what better place to vent then a place where no one knows me and hell you dont care because im just talkin to myself.
i should go eat somthing for lunch but i just cant bring myself to at the moment ok this is gonna sound bad but everyone else in this course are so fit and so...NOT FAT so i will have to do what i did when i first moved outta home what i always say is losing weight is easy its keeping it off thats hard my weight loss secrets.......Dont Eat
its that easy i know its not healths and all that but it works just dont eat and tada weight loss so thats where i am at the moment every time i pick up a bit of food i try to say dont eat it you dont need it YOU DONT NEED IT!!!
if there are any ppl out there who do read this im sorry to put you though this crap :P i have just been kinda not what i want to be of late not my happy self and on that depressing note i need to go run some books back to the library before class
XOXO
G
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